The View From The Top
Well this week with summer like tempatures blazing outside…wildflowers blooming all over…and an extra hour of daylight to work with…I thought I would talk about getting outside and doing one of my favorite activities! For me hiking is about getting outside…being in nature…exploring and experiencing new challenges. It is a gift because you earn your views…you go where only those that braved the hike along with you get to go.
So when I say “hiking” or “outdoors” are many of you getting scared and envisioning a buggy, hot, dusty, sweaty mess of an afternoon out? I can understand…I used to be someone who would have rather been in an air-conditioned movie theatre watching aliens blow up the earth than doing pretty much anything outside. I had no idea what REI was (which if you still aren’t sure- it’s a store that is the holy land for outdoor enthusiasts). I really never thought of myself as an “outdoors type person”…that is until I traded my flip flops for hiking boots…my popcorn and Milk Duds for trail mix…and hit the hiking trails! Funny enough some of this motivation for hiking came from going to REI. Several years ago- I wandered around the store one afternoon wondering what in the heck people did with all of the equipment that I saw for sale there (some of which was totally unidentifiable to me). And it got me thinking…”what am I missing here”? As I watched all of the people buzzing around the store and picking up maps…backpacks…hiking shoes…and talking about the places they were going and have been- they sounded so excited…like they couldn’t wait to get out of the store and onto their destination! The excitement and pure passion was fascinating to me.
However- in my world hiking at 350 pounds didn’t seem like a great idea. I thought about what would happen if I got tired and couldn’t make it back. And that scared me. Scared me so much that I didn’t have the confidence to even try it. However- confidence is a funny thing…all you need is for it to kick in one day…and confidence breeds…well breeds more confidence. So that is what happened…one day I decided to just try hiking in Peter’s Canyon. I had no idea what to really expect but I just got tired of sitting on the sidelines. I had been doing a lot of training in the gym…and I knew I was getting stronger and I had quite a bit of endurance…but it was somehow different outside…less forgiving. I knew if I pooped out on the treadmill I could always hop off and go sit down. But outside…on a hike…if I pooped out- well I needed to some how get back home…even if I needed to crawl. In other words this was a true challange for me…something that scared the heck out of me. I now realize that so much of that fear was in my mind…and (forgive the pun) it wasn’t a walk in the park…but hiking Peter’s Canyon that day was not scary or daunting and I certainly did not have to crawl back! Even when I eventually came to the granddaddy of all hills who’s nickname is “Big Red” (well because it’s big and it has red clay like dirt that covers it)…I looked up it and at first thought maybe I had gotten too much sun for even considering climbing up there. And then I thought one of the greatest things during this weight loss journey…”what is the worst thing that can happen”? What is the worst thing that can happen from you trying? The worst thing was that I would climb back down and not make it to the top. The earth would not come off it’s axis or explode…I would simply come down and try again on a different day. Now- what is the best thing that can happen? I could make it and get to see the view from the top! Yep…and I probably don’t need to tell you - but as I reached the top of Big Red that day I was filled with so much accomplishment! And I “got it”…I finally understood what all of those people were doing in REI and why they were so excited and passionate! It wasn’t about the destinations that they were going to…it was about accomplishing…overcoming…conquering…and having their own personal journeys!
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